Saturday Vibes

So most of you know or maybe you don’t 🤔 but I’m a very open person. I enjoy sharing my life with people. No matter what path I’m on I’ve always enjoyed sharing it. It brings me joy! Why, because I hope that I’ve inspired someone, 👈🏽  (that brings me happiness.) I love seeing people with a smile on their face or happiness in their heart. And if I can do that for one person then my heart is complete. Have you seen that quote that says, “don’t allow others to steal your joy,” yeah I’m not going to allow that anymore because sharing my journey brings me joy not a pity party.

Like I’ve said before what you see on social media are my good days. But damn I’ve had some extremely, challenging days that I want to share with y’all. The last few days I have been extremely emotional and stand-offish because I am struggling both physically and emotionally. Friday was really hard for me because being a marathon runner  and a person who loves to workout  I have not physically been able too. What hit me was when I had to stop half way up my stairs because I was out of breath 😭. I was so frustrated that I started crying. Just mad and angry that this is my life right now. That I’ve been dealt these stupid cards in life. (No I don’t want a pity party) just simply stating my frustrations. I did make my way to the top of the stairs to get ready 🙌🏽  and yes I got over it but it still pisses me off.
So as I went to bed last night, I got about✌🏽 hours asleep as I was awoken by night sweats. And when I say night sweats I mean drenched in sweat 😓. Why do I have these  could be a couple things; chemo, or medications I’m on. Who knows but they are annoying too. Needless to say I’ve been up since 1:30 am watching tv, and trying to go back to sleep. So since that didn’t work I made a cup of joe ☕️  (my grandpa👴🏼 used to call it that) and started to read a book that I was given by my dear friend Jill, called, Option B. I didn’t even make it through the Introduction without crying 😢  because I felt like it was written for me to read at that very moment. And was Gods way of speaking to me at that very moment. In the meantime I’m racing to the bathroom to get sick (which is a first) because I was nauseous from the side effects of chemo.
But there is a quote in this book that I think we could all benefit from in some aspects of our lives.

~Option A is not available. So let’s just kick the shit out of Option B~

~Life is never perfect. We all live some sort of Option B, so let’s all kick the shit out of it~

So what I took from the book and the last 6 months of this not so planned journey I’m on is, no matter what obstacles are placed in front of me if what I’m doing isn’t available go to Option B and kick the shit out of it!

With all that said I pray that each and every one of you has an amazing Saturday, whether you’re enjoying warm weather ☀️  or this cold weather ❄️ enjoy your Saturday! MUCH LOVE, STAY BLESSED ✌🏽💖🙌🏽😘